So here it is, January 30th, 2012... Nothing too amazing has happened so far in this new year. I can't help but wonder just what all it holds for me throughout the coming 300+ days we have to go. Who knows... maybe I'll surprise everyone by building a rocket ship and flying up and away from this rock of a planet. Guess we'll all just have to wait and see. :P

I'm bored... bored bored bored :(

Well, frankly, I'm just bored... I need something invigorating and fun and time-consuming to come along and just land in my lap I think. I miss creating web pages and writing web applications etc. Of course, I also miss a LOT of stuff, but oh well. Maybe another time. :)

'Me

By the way...

By the way, this is a new blogger template, which as of this moment, is incomplete. I've not yet properly set all of the built-in buttons/links/etc... Just so ya'know :-)

Depression...

I have studiously tried to avoid ever using the word 'madness' to describe my condition. Now and again, the word slips out, but I hate it. 'Madness' is too glamorous a term to convey what happens to most people who are losing their minds. That word is too exciting, too literary, too interesting in its connotations, to convey the boredom, the slowness, the dreariness, the dampness of depression.
'Elizabeth Wurtzel

At 25/26, having not finished high-school, i somehow gained the position of the full-time web designer and internet applications programmer for a very large corporation. I had a wife, children, a beautiful family. I moonlighted privately as a web consultant and part-time white-hat hacker for both businesses and a couple government entities. Things were looking WAY up. Now, it's so far gone, it's truly much closer to being just a dream than having ever been a reality. Right now, just as with the past few years, I'm sick... VERY sick, stuck depending upon my own parents for shelter and care. The family I helped to create and was so very proud of, has been destroyed. If I could make myself better magically, i SO would. I wish everything was better... so much better. But I'd be lying if I said I was sure it really will, ever again. And knowing this.. just doesn't help. (Please forgive my rant... just needed to vent i suppose.) :-)

Social Networking... etc... etc... etc...

Couple new/temporary "social networking" sites to hopefully help to keep me in touch with the web until my official site is back up once again...

1) Facebook

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2)Twitter

Time for a blogger "over-haul"

I figured it was definitely time for an overhaul of my Blogger account. (Not to mention my overall presence on the web in general.)
So.... to start, I'm first working on two main factors.

1) Design Ideas

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2) Actually updating, regularly, and with something MAYBE worth reading. LOL